The Compulisve Runner

Recently I had dinner w/ a friend and he described my running as "compulsive." I wasn't sure whether to take it as a complement or an insult? The word compulsive has such a negative connotation, so I naturally got very defensive. (Sorry!) We hear of obsessive compulsive disorder, compulsive gambler, compulsive alcoholic, compulsive shopper, but a compulsive runner? I will be the first to admit, I have been very passionate about running and disciplined about the marathon training. Maybe it comes off the wrong way?

I laced up my running shoes about 7 months ago just wanting to escape from my reality. I was overwhelmed by heartbreak, confused by deception, and my eyeballs were tired of crying. Running was the outlet that got me back on track. I didn't have to face anyone or talk to anyone. It was just me and the pavement. I was liberated and I re-gained strength in my mind and body w/ each stride. Alongside my faith and relationship w/ God, running has been my medicine to heal from the hurt and forgive the past ... So, some girls might dwell upon every detail of their dream wedding or obssess about filling their social calendar w/ parties,  but for me - it's my passion for running :) ... Running gives me new breathe and revived hope!

On that note, I'm VERY excited to run the Disneyland Half Marathon this upcoming Labor Day weekend! A race through the happiest place on earth! The weather forecast says it's suppose to be great running weather and the course is nice and flat. That's my kinda race! Stay tuned for pictures!